melancholia
Pronunciation: \ˌme-lən-ˈkō-lē-ə\
Function: noun
Etymology: New Latin, from Late Latin, melancholy
Date: 1607:
a mental condition and especially a manic-depressive condition characterized by extreme depression, bodily complaints, and often hallucinations and delusions
— mel·an·cho·li·ac \-lē-ˌak\ noun
Hmmmmm, THIS is the word of the day...no, the word of the week....WAIT, no the word of the MONTH for me...Bob and I have officially starting packing....(big, huge painful breath drawn in HERE!) You did it too didn't you?
Ya know, I am not one to embrace changes. (Dad, I think I get that from you and Grandad. -- leave well enough alone!) So, preparing to leave our current home has definately been an emotional process/stretch for me. I
LOVE this house! This home is where we brought home each of our children for the first time. The nursery was planned with hours of thought and work for Nate to grace it with his curly blonde head for the first time. The living room is where Nate busted open his forehead on the corner of the coffee table. (He really likes that scar.) This is the place where Mitchell painstakingly finger painted the entire changing table with Vaseline and threw up peanut butter sandwich all over the carpet and then exclaimed happily to Bob, "I feel better!" Emma took a Sharpie marker to my BRAND new sofa in our new addition and ate powdered formula right out of the can "Pooh Bear with a honey pot" style! These four walls will always hold the priceless memory for Bob and I of Nate, Mitchell and Emma accepting Christ as their personal savior praying for Christ's forgiveness with such sincerity and conviction. Madeleine rolled ALL over the first floor in her baby walker gleefully SCREAMING happily while we all tried to smile at her joy despite the volume! I do feel sad that Sam will most likely never remember this house (lots of photos though)and how thrilled he was to come home from China to four older siblings who ADORE him. The sounds of Sam's running footsteps on our wood floors is still often unbelievable to me. He is such a funny kid! At night, when they are all sleeping, I marvel at each one of them being HERE - with us! Finding ALL FIVE kids in ONE of their beds reading a book, playing a game or singing a Toby Mac song are moments that cancel out the bickering or mess they make. This house is also full of the memories of Bonzai and Nixon our beloved cats that lived and died here along with MacDugal our black lab who will always have a special place in Bob and my hearts as our "first (furry) child."
So now, I look forward to life at our new home that God has so graciously placed in our future. I will look forward to:5 precious children who will laugh, bicker, drag toys across the floor, spill juice, cereal and WHO knows WHAT else on the NEW kitchen floor.
5 LOUD voices will sing praises to the Lord Jesus Christ in every room.
50 wiggling toes will run the hallways, splash bath bubbles, take showers and track in MUD!
10 eyes will squint in the sun as they run and play and explore The Glen.
5 treasured children will be cuddled and kissed when scratches or scrapes need (or more often don't need) a bandaid.
5 hearts will be nurtured for the Kingdom in this home.
5 kids will grow to adulthood learning to drive, getting first "paid" jobs, first dates, graduate highschool, go off to college and we hope come home from time to time for family dinner at our house like Gram and Gramps do for us!
I trust we will honor God in the use of this building we will soon call home and that the family that moves into our first home together that we have loved so well will be as happy there as we have been.
To MELANCHOLY moments....days, months...sent by God....they stretch where we need to be stretched and teach us much!!